we had fun in CT but it got cold and rainy after being there for just one day. this sort of deflated the excitment of bringing the bicycles and i guess made the hassle of attaching and detaching (i lost the key) the car bike rack a waste of time. a nice persian man had helped me and my mom attach the rack and some weirdo older guitarist guy in my building let me into his apartment to borrow tape to secure it. both neighborly actions made me feel kind of good though the first was tainted when the persian man turned to invite me to the restaurant he owns while i was viciously picking my nose with my newly painted acrylics. if he's any degree of hygenic the sight of me tearing through a meal with the offending fingernails will disgust him.
i am in a depression because im lonely and spent every nite since we got back except thursday alone in the apartment. i've declared the below character my new "only friend" because there's no human physically around.
when i told my friend adam that because of the shape of the claws the crab fits perfectly around a neck he said, "i name him cuddles."
i love adam and i love cuddles.
goodnite.
